in the netherlands, part 2

i'm at this hotel in the netherlands and i just had an amazing panini sandwich with cream of mushroom soup, and dutch beer. the food and drink here is a delight. but also i miss home, i wish i could see the boy most of all... ideally, i should be there every day: all day every day, every minute. so it's tough sometimes. soon i'll be home for a few days, which i will spend primarily with him, and try to give my wife a break from 24-hour mommying... and then i get on another god damn plane!!!